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intense sadness,tiredness,change in sleep patterns,inability to concentrate,sense of worthlessness,changes in appetite,agitation for no reason,thought of suicide these are all sign of depression pls call healthline 18002231313 or counsel 18002837019 for help. see these on newspaper today i think i hav all the thing mention above lolx…..tats y i almost lost 10 kg in 2 month time, i think i this kind of case is hopeless case ba call also no use de la…aiya dun care la everyone hav to die wah…just got to know tat my piano teacher has passed away she teach me for almost 5 years piano and help me get a level 4 cert i just feel tat life is so fragile say die will die de…..she is a good teacher i really respect her……haiz…….so just treasure wat u hav now dun no when another fren or relative will go maybe myself……..today bought a power bender with chunrong lets see who train chest n arm faster ok….. just stop here if those need help pls call the line above might save ur life……

today is a shopping day for me went out with edwin to take something first and go bugis look for his ngage mmc card poor fella buy liao can not use dun no y before we go buy we go the guan ying miao bai bai last week just went with colin n javier haha……after he buy liao we went back to bugis bought a stranger wallet for myself around 50 plus i aim tat wallet so long liao then we went to top shop bought t shirt  26 we bought one each then went to body shop bought a face mask for my mother about 24 bucks hahaha….. long time never shop like tat liao but still not enough i wan go queensway next week and buy jeans n shoes so bore nothing to do at weekend hahaha…..feiwu is like tat one la…..can not blame hahahha…….tomoro work again cool………………

hahaha today go to the SAC(simulated aircraft cabin) to test food wahahhah the food is so nice…. included beef bladed braised in milk,chicken breast with almonds and herbs,rosemary light rye bread……the beef is fantastic the softness of the beef steak is unbelievable lolx….. the chicken so so la just fill up my stomach and the bread is horrible lolx….heng the beef is last serve so i remember it the most……..i thought really go the cabin like aircraft but it is a table 8 of us sit there and door will close to raise us up to 4000 feet then the meal will lbe serve after eating the so call plane is landing my ear is so pain just like taking the real air craft bth….and selina i will not fat ok everyday eat haha u then fat……… whahahha…..i forget to say tat my english name is jackson,dickson or handsome….. i prefer the last name la aiya tats wat all the officer call me so i accept my new name lolxxxxxxx…………….whahahahah……going to friday again so fast yawnz…..attachment finishing so bore…………..

since quite a number ask for the ans so i just post today sorry veri lazy…. first must let u all noe the person go over liao can always come back again… so lets start……the police bring the thief over first and police come back…then police bring son1 over and put him there and bring the thief back again……then the father bring  son2 over and come back….then father bring mother over and stay there mother come back so now the opp is father and his two son they cross the river alredy…..after tat police bring the thieft over again and stay there the father drive the boat back and bring mother over……then the mother will drive the boat back and bring daughter1 over then the two of them stay and police bring the thief back…so now is mother with daughter1 father with son 1 and 2 alredy cross only left daughther2 and police thief…..so the last part police wil bring over the daughter2 and come back bring the thief so everyone will be cross the river liao lo…hahahhaha so easy nia……..like ABC hahahahha………i noe u all took more time than me all tupid whahaha………..but hope u all understand wat i m toking la i also abit blur liao lolx………

A
girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty, He said…no. She asked
him if he would want to be with her forever….and he said no. She then
asked him if she were to leave would he cry, and once again he replied
with a no. She had heard enough. As she walked away, tears streaming
down her face the boy grabbed her arm and said…. You’re not pretty
you’re beautiful. I don’t want to be with you forever, I NEED to be
with you forever. And I wouldn’t cry if you walked away…I’d die…

没什么….只是我爱妳……….

"这一生….妳可能会遇到许多喜欢妳的人;

但是….妳可能永远都遇不到一个,妳真正爱的人….

所以….一但遇到了….一定要好好的把握…."

我永远都记得….你是这么对我说;

认识你,是在国一的新生训练….

那时….你总是跑上跑下的,像个过动儿一样;

对我来说,你就好象是我的另一个弟弟;

虽然….照顾我的往往都是你….

记得有一次….我被高中部的男生给骂哭了;

当时你明明就比我还矮小,

你却不顾一切的冲了出去跟他们打了起来;

你被他们打的鼻青脸肿,反而害我哭的更伤心了,

我问你….为什么你要这么做,

你只是对我笑着摇了摇头说:

[因为妳是女生....所以我应该要保护妳....]

可是….为什么你却没想到要保护自己….

国二时,你总是喜欢在课本上涂鸦;

我想跟你借来看,你总是说画的不好,等有一天画的更好再拿给我看;

直到有一天,我不经意的看见;

课本上,画满的尽是同一个女孩子的身影….

可是为什么….她长的真的好象我;

升上国三之后,我交了个男朋友;

你总是喜欢糗我,说小心联考会考的一蹋胡涂;

那一天,我终于忍不住反问道:

(为什么你不也去交一个女朋友….)

你只是笑了笑告诉我:

[我也不知道,想到再告诉妳....]

正当我还想追问的时候,你就头也不回的走了;

看到你的背影,我才突然发现;

原来….你早已长的比我还高….

后来….你考上了竹中,而我考上了竹女;

你对我说,即使不同校了;但是朋友可以照当….

你总是在我每次段考完后打电话给我;跟我天南地北的聊,

甚至当我跟男朋友吵架时,你还会陪着我一起骂他….

跟你聊天….变成我最期待的一件事;

高中三年,我很少遇到其它读新竹中学的同学;

但是不知道为什么….我就是常常遇到你;

无论在竹女的校门口附近,或是在新竹公车总站;

每次我问你为什么会那么巧遇到你,你总是笑笑的对我说:

[或许是有缘吧....]

如果….真的是这样;

为什么有一次星期六,我在中午时看到你坐在公车站里休息;

结果跟同学逛完街,晚上回去坐公车时;

却又看到你依然在同一个地方休息….

而你依然只是笑笑的对着我说,真巧,又遇到了妳….

高中三年10月7日,你也从来都没有忘记过;

你总是会在那一天准时的站在校门口等我,

拿给我一份令我惊喜的生日礼物,跟我说一声生日快乐….

而当我问你等了多久时,你也总是对着我笑了笑说:

[没多久....才刚到....]

但为什么无论我什么时候出校门,你都只是才刚到….

后来,高三那年的十一月,我跟男朋友分手了;

那一阵子,你几乎天天写信来给我,即使我一封都没回….

我问你为什么,你只是笑着对我说:

[没什么,只是无聊....]

而我在公车站及竹女附近遇到你的机率也变得高多了….

我问你为什么,你耸了耸肩告诉我:

[没什么,只是碰巧....]

那年的圣诞节,你约了我;

你说….反正我们两个都没人陪我们过;

干脆,我们两个自己过….我也答应了….

没想到,我男朋友居然回来找我;

我就这样自私的让你在圣诞夜从六点等到了十一点;

当我赶回去不断的跟你说抱歉害你等了那么久时,

你只是对着我微微的笑了笑道:

[没多久,才刚到....]

你看了看我身后的男朋友,拿给了我圣诞礼物之后,

就挥挥手走了….

从那之后,我不曾再不小心遇到你;

不曾再接到你的电话,

更不曾再看见你那带着点幽郁的笑容….

只在12月26日接到了封信,

信上写着:

[这一生....妳可能会遇到许多喜欢妳的人;

但是....妳可能永远都遇不到一个,妳真正爱的人....

所以....一但遇到了....一定要好好的把握;

而我....曾经试着去把握过....如今....我终于放弃了 ]

再后来接到了你的电话,已经是大二了;

我读的是政大,而你读的是成大;

你告诉我,我们两个注定要当一辈子的朋友;

所以我们又开始联络了起来….

但是你却不知道,这次….却是轮到我陷落….

你更不知道,我当时….根本就没有跟男朋友复合;

但是我却知道了,你早已有了个爱你的女朋友….

后来,大学毕业….你选择继续升研究所;

而我则是边就业,边准备出国进修….

一直到了我离开的前一刻,我才告诉了你,

爱你的人还有我….

但是,你并没有留住我….

你只是笑了笑对我说道:

[妳爱的人不会是我,我对妳来说....只是妳生命中的一个过客;

否则,妳当时选择的就应该是我....]

但你又怎么知道….

当我发现了谁才是我真正爱的人时

我却因为一个喜欢我的人而错过….

后来,我终于决定要跟我在美国认识的男朋友结婚;

结婚当天,从来没有出过国的你,

居然特地飞来参加我的婚礼….

而你仍然只是对着我微微的一笑道:

(没什么….只是刚好想来美国….)

婚礼前,我心里好乱,我只想找你;

没想到,居然到处都找不着你….

最后,终于在一个树荫下看到了你,

我看见你一个大男生,居然躲在那里独自的在啜泣….

我轻轻的走向你,问你怎么了;

你没有理我,只是一直不停的哭泣;

一直到我轻轻的吻去了你的泪珠,

你才轻轻的告诉我:

(没什么….只是我爱妳……….)

there is a news about a old ah ma lost 9000 bucks which is her medicine fee becos got one man act as repair man go into the house and steal her money……….i mean this kind of ppl still human or not old ah ma stay alone the money need to see doctor one y still got ppl so heartless go take so many rob and steal cases….. really fuck up i detest those shit ppl really go die better veri dulan see this kind of news…..dun ever let me meet one i sure whack them until they die ccb one…..anyway too angry to post the ans for the iq Q maybe tomoro…………

just now gonna tested by a white eat(bai chi since she dun allow bad words so i invented this word lolx)………………i was so furious ahhhhhhhhh gonna mad liaoooooo…………. i admit my iq low…………. okkkkkkkk so i give the Q now there is one police and one thief one father and two son one mother and two daughter….. they wan to cross the river but police must stay with thief otherwise thief will kill all the ppl…….father must stay with the son otherwise mother will rape the two son…… mother must stay with the two daughter otherwise father will rape the daughter( a bit A la lolx)……. the boat only take two person each time so how will all the ppl cross the river………. hahahah i took more than 35 min hur hur hur i noe i stupid ok lala dun say me big head liao ok grow 5 cm becos of this stupid iq Q hahaha……..hur hur hur……… forget say the son n daughter dun no how to control the boat….happy thinking everyone

suddenly julie call me to work tomoro so bore………but nbm la sunday is a day tat i will wake up at 1 pm and slack awhile in front of com and go out buy 4d and come back home eat dinner n slp……hahaha normally my sunday is like tat de la…..so got work is better la at least wun so sian……….sunday is always my zi bi day haha wun call fren wun go out mostly will maybe slack at edwin house play game ba hahaha lazy also la sometime………i hate sunday becos monday need to work i hate sunday becos is so lonely hahaha…… anyway la i just being tupid……….dun no wat this entry for also now alredy 150am i dun no y i havnt slp lolx………..england sux………..

its weekenddddddddddd wee weeeeeeeeeeeee so happy becos i just noe i no need work on sat sun lolxx so song can relac liao………. this week becoming a busy week i start doing all the things liao i like a store keeper liao lolx…….. ok update u all wat i eat la korean popcorn japanese cup noodle south africa orange juice others forget liao la korean pop corn so niceeee japanese cup noodle abit salty haha in future i just take cup noodle and eat like tat i 1 week 5 days wun spend money liao lolx……..i m going mad…….. haha i satisfy with life now…… but i m still waiting lo……… as always u happy i m happy……:)