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Crying in
  the rain….

Jun &
  Jen were a pair of young couple…Jun was veri charming & many girls couldn`t
  help falling in love with him… therefore, he became quite a flirt.

As for Jen,
  she was an ordinary girl with average looks. Although there were quite a number
  of guys chasing her, jen only had Jun in her heart.although She knew that one
  day Jun would eventually leave her ..she still continued to love him wholeheartedly…

Jen loves
  rainy days…she loves playing in the rain, & whenever Jun wanted to join
  her, she’ll always stop him from joining.

Jun then
  ask her: Why don’t you let me join you?

Jen replied:
  Err..er..because i don’t want you to fall sick.

Jun then
  ask her again: If playing in the rain will make me fall sick, then why are you
  still doing it?

But each
  time Jen will always keep quiet & smile at him…

Although
  Jun was`t able to join her, he felt happy. To him, as long as Jen was happy,
  he’ll be happy as well.

However,
  nothing last long… Jun soon fell for another girl after two months. He even
  love the girl more deeply den he love jen.

One day,
  while Jun & Jen were having their dinner , Jun told Jen that this would
  be their last dinner together… Jen looked at him. She knew dat this was going
  to happen, but she choose not to ask any farther…Jun then requested for a
  break up.. And Jen…she accepted willingly… partly because, she knew…Jun
  was just like the wind…never stop at any point.

That night..it
  was to be the last time Jun send Jen home.. Jen kept veri quiet…although deep
  down she wanted to know the reasons but she choose not to ask. Just when Jen
  was about to step into the lift, Jun stop her.
 
  He said: Jen, I’m really sorry that i’ve let you down. But i’ll never forget
  those days when i see you playing in the rain…those are the most happy &
  unforgottable memories i had with you.

After listening
  to Jun, Jen could’t help it but cried.. Jun hugged her tightly.
 
  He said: Jen, there’s one question i wanted to ask you long ago… Why is it
  everytime when you are playing in the rain, you just wouldn’t allow me to accompany
  you?

Jen was
  stunned..

pausing
  for a few seconds,

Jen replied…

Because…

Because
  i don’t wish to let you know…

I was crying.. 

super piss man…..today was suppose play soccer ok i reach there 7 30 liao with kelvin and wait until like 8 30 like tat then everyone reach when we just form group and about to start to play the wether start to change and we never even kick the ball once it start to rain…..so we went to void deck and wait starting was small hope it stop soon but after awhile it become heavy rain so i n kelvin decide to leave first while i just across the street and reach the bus stop the rain stop….with my wet body i decide to stand and wait for the bus hope it come fast i wait and wait n wait….i bth liao and decide to sit down i just sat the bus came…..i reach home with my wet body and without even play the ball and now the sky is normal perfect no rain wat the toot man……ahhhhhh y everything must go against my wish so long time never play soccer liao dun even let me feel the ball really piss man i can not tahan liao i hate this world nothing for me to like nothing for me to go on man i m counting times to die man F up world….

phew slp until 4pm so song… yesterday actually wan go momo but in the end stil change back to dbl o…sat is retro nite starting veri sian lo i dun like retro man….at around 130am the music change to R N B it is the time to get high man dance like mad like tat until 340 everyone is tired so go back home lo…quite enjoy the last part la so long never club le i think i old liao headache man after come out ha ha ha….one more week to my sip liao going to start sch liao everything must go back to  normal le so sian…..my report my final year project ahhhhhh so sian……….. anyway yawnz……..happy bd jimmy old liao dun be childish liao bth…..

just feeling low la….. dun no how to say out la chunrong understand la…. i think time to move on la…since ppl say until so direct liao wat can i do….anyway i just slack everyday la being a fei wu….tomoro going out with yun to queensway shopping… sat is jimmy birthday gonna go dbl O celebrate so long time never go liao must go there really enjoy myself i think i might be slping at the second floor again on sat i wan drink until i die…..anyway nothing much going on lately… sch starting soon i havnt do anything boring…."i think i m a fool to fall in love with u wat can i do…..nothing"

phew just wake up later gonna work at parkway…….yesterday morning went to nike new ware house at alpes i think the trip is waste of time we never really get much information think sch reopen then every tues n fri go back to discuss project then see how la…haha but get a free nasi lemak for lunch which i think not bad la….haha after tat went to home n slp……. at nite around 8pm meet up with yun,emm and jimmy went to hav dinner at century square…finish dinner emm n jimmy went home lo i n yun deciding whether to watch movie or go ktv then in the end decide to go ktv and meet up with fang….we went to katong and sing….bofang dun no wat song to choose so anyhow choose anyway sing until 1 am and went to geylang to have our supper eat dim sum…. and during the supper two of them tok so much crap bth kp on say about me….hahahaha…….but it was fun la went home after tat lo nothing much to do and slp hahahha……boring life man…..

aku dun no write this post too free ba….. aku sedang belajar malayu……..nothing better to do la can not meh….aku bodoh……aku tak boleh…. aku selalu memikirkan dia…… haha…. i think i being boh liao la….. nothing much happen these days just slack around n go home slp tats all…. my life will be like this hahaha cool ba….aku tak kacak tetapi saya seseorang yang lemah lembut……..firday taking my pay man cool……….. but leaving company soon i gonna mis everyone of them they treat me like their son like tat i really dun wan to leave man…..i will contatc them when i m free they see me veri happy de lo haha….i make them laugh n having fun together….they will definitely miss my presence when i leave i m confidence….ok la stop here selamat tinggal…..

WHEN U R ONLY 5 YRS OLD,
I SAID I LOVE U.
U ASKED ME: WHAT IS IT?

WHEN U R 15 YRS OLD, I SAID I LOVE U.
U BLUSHED… U LOOK DOWN AND SMILE…

WHEN U R 20 YRS OLD, I SAID I LOVE U.
U PUT UR HEAD ON MY SHOULDER AND
HOLD MY HAND… AFRAID THAT I MIGHT
DISSAPEAR…

WHEN U R 25 YRS OLD, I SAID I LOVE U.
U PREPARE BREAKFAST AND SERVE IT IN
FRONT OF ME, AND KISS MY FORHEAD SAID:
U BETTER BE QUICK, IT’S GONNA BE LATE.

WHEN U R 30 YRS OLD, I SAID I LOVE U.
U SAID: IF U REALLY LOVE ME, PLEASE
COME BACK EARLY AFTER WORK.

WHEN U R 40 YRS OLD, I SAID I LOVE U.
U R CLEANING THE DINING TABLE AND SAID:
OK DEAR, BUT IT’S TIME FOR U TO HELP OUR
CHILD WITH HIS/HER REVISION…

WHEN U R 50 YRS OLD, I SAID I LOVE U. U R
KNITTING AND U LAUGH AT ME

WHEN U R 60 YRS OLD, I SAID I LOVE U. U
SMILE AT ME

WHEN U R 70 YRS OLD. I SAID I LOVE U.
WE SIT ON THE ROCKING CHAIR WITH OUR
GLASSES ON. I’M READING YOUR LOVE
LETTER THAT U SENT TO ME 50 YRS AGO…
WITH OUR HAND CROSSING TOGETHER…

WHEN U R 80 YRS OLD, U SAID U LOVE ME! I
DIDN’T SAY ANYTHING BUT CRIED… THAT DAY
MUST BE THE HAPPIEST DAY OF MY LIFE!
BECAUSE U SAID U LOVE ME!!!

PLEASE APPRECIATE YOUR LOVED ONES..
SAY "I LOVE YOU" TO THEM TODAY!

[i love you] means really care for you…… say
it
out but not to expect the return or anything….

[i love you] is said because there is a pure
thought… that was hoping this magical 3
words…
can bring you happiness and futurity…… and
because of having such pure thoughts….. ppl
which have true heart to a person. gives out all
his/her courage to tell :

I love you..tell him/her today!!!!

today after work suppose to work at parkway but i suddenly remember i hav to take my basic theory test so i call up julie again i hav put aeroplane for the third time in three days she is heartbroken lolx…she kp on blame me say i cheat cheat cheat ahhhhhhhhh i really forget i hav so much thing to do everyday ahhhhhhhh die liao later they dun call me work liao but aiya they love me so much wun bear one la lolx…..toking about theory test i meet up with emm and go together she kp on toking i m going mad soon….. reach the place she forget bring her ic ahhhhh ask her mother bring down…so we take the test n luckily both of us fail wahahahha…..hav to take it again next month ba so sian……then we went to nurul house to take my so so so late bd gift but i really like the belt la nurul wahahahah thanks alot…….after tat went to eat dinner then she is like non stop remix i hav enough kp on kp on kp on toking bth…….i wan die i think become auntie soon liao la….now reach home must discuss the final year project thing heng nothing much being discuss….beside the FYP i still hav my SIP report havnt start ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh so stress i die liao la…. somemore i nowaday work is run around the store one la today ask me go this store tomoro go tat store i got 8 store to take care of ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i wan die help me….. save me……….. stress…………..

today went to menlo lo the nike warehouse see their operation like…. after tat went to tamp to eat with my group mates hahahaha they cheated me on the haggan daz dun no spell correct or not but nbm la everyone happy is most important la after tat go home rot n slp when i wake up the sky has alredy become complete darkness its just like my heart….. i m hopeless case i kp on thinking rubbish thing… i think her heart dun even hav a small space for me…all is about her other half the guy….i dun no wat i m waiting for an ans? or just another non ending story..i hav enough of these kind of torture but as always wat i say as long as u r happy n fine tats all i wan u to hav i will take away ur worry n trouble n see u smile again make me feel happy too….wah kao i m toking crap again am i…. anyway who will care…

now is 723am i m here to update my blog later gonna go nike warehouse to pay a visit for my final year project……..yawnz…..yesterday actually intend to go queensway but siyong no money liao so i siyong shihan slack at tamp until about 9 then yun call me up say she veri bore sat finally no need work but no one find her out wahahaha so meet up with her and too bad emm went to sentosa n too tired to meet us but we manage to get a driver bofang to meet up with us wahahaha(if he hear this sure kill me)… went to watch a midnight show just like heaven i love the show it talk about a female doctor who only noe how to work 24 hours and one day after her work she was on the way home and she met an accident and fall into coma… but somehow her spirit able to walk around and this guy happen to rent her apartment and also the only person able to see her so slowly two of them from quarrel become good fren…..when in the end the guy manage to save her and wake the gal up the gal dun recognise him and he was so sad……but believing true love does exsist he able to bring back the memory once the gal had with him when she is a spirit and two of them finally fall in love….its really a highly recommended show lo….i love it……english too poor to explain the show la go watch urself i say like not romantic hahahah but it worth the ticket….anyway finally hav the mood to update the blog so u all dun delete my blog link ho wahahahhaha