AHNAn

fine just now i try to post but can not go through i hav to retype all over again i think god also go against me la……sispac training is tough sergent n wanrrant officer inside is scary scold fuck every min one…but i m lucky to be in platoon one my sergents are much better than others……the training is tough tough xiong xiong xiong…..i could not adjust my life from bmtc to sispac is totally different no admin time…..need to fall in fast n no rest time……at night finish bat faster go slp liao no time to slack not enough slp this is just the first week in future there will be night training i will definitely miss the slping time…..i think i m becoming older n older bad memory no strength at all….every sat book out is just the count down of book in…i will find some frenz slack n hav a good meal at restaurant….and after tat just go back home slp n wait for the book in on sunday…this is army life fucking bore fucking shit in order to get the sergent rank n get 750 per month i hav to go through the sispac training shit hope this 5 month pass faster let me hav a better n orderly life……AH^NAn gone

happy!!! posted to sispac as wat i expected…….. hahah cool alot of my platoon mates also go there hope can be same platoon again woo!!!! another 5 month of tough training ahead also looking forward for the taiwan trip which will symbol the end of my sispac life….must tahan n tahan cool monday back to military life liao quite sian tonite will be flying back to sg liao sad!!! wooooooo anyway wish me all the best in sispac ba!!! haha….boon lay haiz tats farrrrrrrrr….

hahah can not believe i hav post 200 times liao starting i dun even believe i will keep this blog for long lolx….currently in china chilling and enjoy my precious 1 week holiday hahaha….wed pop tat night is a fun night went to mos with all the platoon mate n plus my sir n sergent lolx everyone went wild inside alot thing happen so cool…and selina is still so short hahaha…..i think i gonna miss tekong la heard is the happiest time in army hur hur….waiting for my posting which will be out on 15th hope hope hope hope can go sispac i wan get a rank so my army life wun like wasted pay also more hehe…..anyway gonna go shopping later wooooo alot sales going on woooo see ya when i back…..AHNAn ROCK

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